andrew and esther *
Friday, March 03, 2006 <3 thanx darling =)
ahh i juz can't stop thanking her... well, tho she can be quite dense sometimes, she's always there when i need her n never fails to offer her sweetest smile that can melt the coldest hearts. however sad or troubled or frustrated i am, a smile and a pat on my back from her always seem to make me feel better, even if it's juz a little bit.
me on the other hand, seem to be always troubled lately. sorrie darls if i made u worry so much fer the past week. been troubled by various things this week - family, studies, band, money blah blah blah. oh one thing that realli brightened up my week is that ESTHER IS POSTED TO SAJC SCIENCE!!! haha she's realli excited over it that she gives like sudden "yays!!" during various times fer the past few days.
oh yes, u've been losing sleep darls, pls catch up!! i noe work is important but pls dun neglect ur health because of that. without health, u can't progress wif studies. =) yep. talking bout tt health. i wuz having a bad stomachache whilst sending esther to amk mrt n she stayed by my side n refused to go. ahhh feel so bad fer making her late fer the church event...
ok i noe i'm digressing but ya i gotta talk bout this man. i wuz juz having this random thot todae bout wat would happen to mi if esther were to leave me one dae (how pessimistic rite??) ahh tt feeling is juz pure agony... erm maybe tt's not realli an accurate way of putting it but ya. it's realli so negative. haha n esther was rather amused when i told her bout it n she told mi bout this article which she came across todae bout how pessimistic pple r more prepared fer rainy daes. hmmm perhaps i belong to tt category. oh wells, tt was juz a random thot. juz thank God i met her n she's by my side. thanx darling once again. i love you.
<3 andrew
(disclaimer: my apologies for this entry that doesn't flow at all and the poor language used. gort so much to say but juz can't put it properly in a coherent manner.)
neveralone ;9:57 PM
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